14 Ağustos 2009 Cuma

Two unwritten books

Like George Steiner in My Unwritten Books, I want to describe two (and a half) books that I would like to exist but that, for want of dedication, talent and a private income, I cannot write.

Book 1: Kafka's Animal
For a writer with such an extensive catalogue of secondary texts, there seems to be no full length study of the animals in Kafka's writings. Yet their centrality to his work needs no scholarly excavation; it's there for all to see. Dogs, horses, mice, jackals and apes populate his greatest stories, and there are many more elsewhere. Less obvious examples could include the creature Odradek in The Cares of a Family Man and even perhaps the flight of stairs in an aphorism. This latter non-animal will take me to the vermin in Metamorphosis as the ambiguity of Gregor Samsa's species provides the angle of my imaginary book: the ambiguous distance between human and animal, or, more accurately, between the human and non-human. It's something I saw in the songs and cover designs of Will Oldham ten years ago (when he was still worth listening to). In tracing the theme's intellectual lineage, I would shepherd Nietzsche into my book encampment with this Kafkaesque opening of his 1874 essay: On the Use and Abuse of History for Life:
Observe the herd which is grazing beside you. It does not know what yesterday or today is. It springs around, eats, rests, digests, jumps up again, and so from morning to night and from day to day, with its likes and dislikes closely tied to the peg of the moment, and thus neither melancholy nor weary. To witness this is hard for man, because he boasts to himself that his human race is better than the beast and yet looks with jealousy at its happiness. For he wishes only to live like the beast, neither weary nor amid pains, and he wants it in vain, because he does not will it as the animal does. One day the man demands of the beast: "Why do you not talk to me about your happiness and only gaze at me?" The beast wants to answer, too, and say: "That comes about because I always immediately forget what I wanted to say." But by then the beast has already forgotten this reply and remains silent, so that the man wonders on once more.
In fact, Kafka's Animal would be a detail of a larger study begun by my MA dissertation "The Stillness of Midnight: experience and literary distance", a title itself derived from Kafka.

Book 2: Sunday: a novel
Imagine a novel like Dante's Inferno in which a liberal novelist is guided through the hell enabled and at the same time obliterated by his "buttoned-up, over-wrought, mannered prose" (quote from Ellis Sharp). It would be a road-movie introducing the fêted writer to those who died off-camera, in the absence of "his dismayingly bad book" (quote from John Banville). Again then, the theme of distance.

13 Ağustos 2009 Perşembe

Rocketmen and What They Do (1962)


And where would rockets be without ROCKETMEN! (and WOMEN). This is one of those early career books that gave children an insight into what the people who help the astronauts (and rockets) do.
Coombs, Charles I. Rocketmen and What They Do. New York: Franklin Watts Inc. (184 p.) 22 cm.

Unfortunately the book has no illustrations. It discusses the people who fire rockets and support those firings. Descriptions include NORAD personnel, Submarine ICBM operators, fuel fabricators, and aerospace medicine technicians, devoting a chapter to each.

Son


Nokta koyma ihtiyacı hissettim,
Üzerinden geçtiğim kelimelere
Yazdığım bir kitabın sonu olacak belki
Veyahut küçük bir leke,
Nereden geldiğini belki hiç hatırlayamayacağım.
Sonsuz olmak istedin sen bende
Bir nokta değil,
Bir virgül belki.
Yarım...
Bitmeyecek bir ömür,
Sıkılmaya müsait.
Bitmesin diye yenmeyen bir yemeğin çürümesi gibi,
Uzun...
Özne olmak istedim ben.
Uyurken hatırladığın, başını ağrıtan
Sonunu getirmek istemediğin bir masal
Özleyebildiğin bir insan, uzaklardan geçen bir gemi.
Patlamış mısır kasesinde,
O sonda kalan yanmış taneler gibi,
Tatlı ve acı.
İstenen ama bıktıran.
Sıkan ama sevilen.
Bir nokta koymak istedim bugün.
Benim konuşmalarıma,
Sana sapladığım kelimelere,
Senin içinde yaşayan bana,
Bende ki Sana,
Sadece sana.
Şimdi camın önünden geçen,
Ne cins olduğunu anlayamadığım kuşa.
Asla anlayamadığım davranışlarına,
Ellerine, yüzüne, dudaklarına.
Masumca yanımda uyurken,
Nefes alırken göğsünde yarattığın dalgalara.
Sabahları kalkarkalkmaz,
Körmüşcesine çarptığın sehpama.
Senin izini taşıyan o koltuğuma.
Sokaktaki o kör kediye,
Seni tırmalasa dahi verdiğin o ekmek adına.
Sana yazabildiğim o basit notalar birliğine,
Gitarıma, müzik hayatıma.
Senin yüzünden sevdiğim filmlere, aktörlere.
Senden sonra,
Senin etkindeyken,
Senin izini taşıyan,
Tüm sevdiğim Kadınlara.
Bir nokta koymak istiyorum ben.
Kendime belki,
Sadece seninle ilgili...

Almanyanin gölleri, KÖNIGSEE ve CHIEMSEE...


Ne zaman gittik, gezdik, gördük : 31 Mayıs 2009

Ve sonunda... Mayıs ayının son günlerinde çıktığımız seyahatimiz sona eriyor. Aslında 4 günlük tatilimiz vardı ama bloğa baktığımda neredeyse tüm iletilerimin aslında bu geziye ait olduğunu görüyorum. Kendimize bir mantra seçmemiz gerekseydi herhalde bu "Az zamanda çok yer gez" olurdu.
Salzburg'dan dönüşte yolumuzun üzerindeki Königsee ve Chiemsee'ye uğramayı planladık. Salzburg'dan çıktığımızda hava yağmurlu ve serindi. Königsee'ye geldiğimizde de hiçbirşey değişmeyecekti... Dağların arasında kendine has havası ve doğasıyla harika bir yer Königsee. Tıpkı cennetten bir köse gibi...

Königsee'den görüntüler...



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12 Ağustos 2009 Çarşamba

Rocket away! (1953)

Frost, Frances. Illustrated by Galdone, Paul. Rocket Away! New York: Whittlesey House. (48 p.) 26 cm.
This is the exciting story of a boy and girl's visit to a planetarium and an imaginary visit to the Moon. Based on the highly popular planetarium program then current at the Hayden Planetarium in New York.



Since there was an ongoing exhibit at the Planetarium the book also had an application to make your reservation for an interplanetary tour.








11 Ağustos 2009 Salı

What is a Rocket? (1961 UK edition)



Enough of the satellites let's look at some rockets! In the spirit of my last few posts, here are a series of posts about rockets. If you have ever seen a rocket launch you know how special it is. Unlike flying, which you can imagine, a rocket rises straight up. It goes up, against your intuition that every thing must go down. Watching a big rocket, like a shuttle launch, is almost a magic trick, that something so huge could rise up. So bring on the rockets.


Munch, Theodore W. Illustrated by Tiedemann, Berthold. What is a Rocket? Chicago : Benefic Press / London : Collins. (48 p.) 21 cm. Cloth, DJ.



US and UK reprint. "What is it… series". See 1959 US 1st edition.






What makes this book special is the cover. In the US the cover was very generic like this:










A very basic book found in a lot of classrooms.



10 Ağustos 2009 Pazartesi

Spaceship Earth: A Space Look at our Troubled Planet (1970)


Dwiggins, Don. Spaceship Earth: A Space look at Our Troubled Planet. San Carlos, CA : Golden Gate Jr. Books. (80 p.) 28 cm.
Satellites gave us the chance to look back on Earth and see it as one place. Looking up you don't have the sense of how thin the atmosphere is and how we are clinging to a very large sphere of rock. Satellites allowed us to see Earth as one place as well as see that we were changing the earth. This book concentrated on showing how pollution, erosion , and other problems were visible from space. For the first time we could take the "temperature" of the planet and see what we have done.